Week 10. 16 weeks (almost 15) left.
I made a very difficult decision/declaration this week. I hope to recover and move forward, but that will be difficult for the other party involved. I hope more than anything, I don’t lose something I’ve had for over a decade. It will take a lot of time to make any progress (sound familiar, MKMMA-ers?), but I know it will be worth it – for being genuine and authentic. Sometimes being our best version of ourselves doesn’t mesh well with others – especially if our “best version” is a constant evolution.
A point was made to me this week – How will you ever reach any of your goals or ever be fully satisfied if your goals keep changing?
An honest (and scary) question – and my answer is simply:
As long as I’m working towards ONE of my goals, the rest will work themselves out (like the PPNs!). I have to believe this is true. I float from one interest to another CONSTANTLY. It’s difficult for other people to take me seriously, because I say I’m going to do ALL THE THINGS… yet rarely have anything to show for it. OLD BLUEPRINT! I THRIVE in being a person of my word! 🙂